ok...so i am broke as hell and i've let that brin me down a lot...and thats stupid...cause money doesn't buy happiness.
so today when i get home, instead of being in a bad mood, i am gonna clean, do laundry, dance around the house with kat and burn down. it will be a good day. i will talk to tom...which is the highlight of my days now

i will also try to start waking up an hour earlier and going for runs. it wakes me up, and i want to get in shape...so that would be a good way to start.
i can be happy as long as i put effort into it.
i might be poor forever but i'd rather be poor and happy than rich and miserable